Full-Blown Suffering: A Personal Struggle With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a dreary Monday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sharp sensation sprang behind my one eye. It was followed by rapid jolts, reminiscent of electric shocks. As each class came and went, the discomfort subsided and then came back with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I took paracetamol, but the agony remained unbearable.
The attacks appeared repeatedly that autumn, and again in the spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. September and October were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-blown pain in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches often start with intense pain around a single eye that lasts up to several hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 people are affected by the condition, and males are more often affected. Attacks usually start with sudden, severe agony focused on one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal bouts; others have chronic cluster headaches, defined by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.
What connects patients is the severity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. Another found 64% of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts during bouts; the figure dropped to four percent when they were not in pain.
One patient, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her teens, like many causes, made things worse. After having sherry at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated episodes. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a national neurology center.
Nevertheless, the inability to plan life around unpredictable pain took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described throughout history. “The first account of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the subject. They attributed the ailment to an evil entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Ancient medical texts suggest bizarre remedies for what some observers would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a separate disorder, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially recognised by global headache societies in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key artery that delivers blood to the head. Prominent experts in diagnosing the disorder explain this.
In 1998, scientists published the findings of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, published in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they recovered.
Despite such advances, identification remains delayed. One man's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had four surgeries before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a physician researched his symptoms.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other primary headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A detailed history is essential: on which side do signs appear? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from the condition for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a calm volunteer guided them through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack eased.
National guidance on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication administered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently helps manage the attacks of well-known individuals.
But leading neurologists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the bout dictates the treatment.” Brief cycles with occasional attacks are managed with abortive therapy alone. Longer or more intense periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the side of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.
The national guidelines need updating to reflect a